Another Waw

[Refuse to quit]

Trying to stay positive lately. I know things with me and the w can work out. The ball is completely in her court. Things have been easier lately with my friend staying with me from out of town. He will be leaving soon and I wish he would stay. Just nice having company around the house again. Every time we exchange the kids (which is the only contact I have with her), she is very reserved and seems really pissed off. I feel like she tries to put that on me but I don't allow her to. I put on my best face even if it just acting. I really feel like she is searching right now and other WAW's out there might provide some help or insight with this but she doesn't seem happy to me at all. I hate to see her struggle but I know it is part of the process. Puppy I read something that you wrote a while back yesterday that gave me a lot of hope. You said that your wife was hell bent on ending the marriage only 5 days before she decided to reconcile. Made me think things really can turn pretty quickly and when least expected. I hope that is the case for me and my situation. Really gave me a lot of hope though because things got ugly with her lawyers yesterday. I can't stand them. I have continued to GAL and not contact her at all in any way as well as be elusive unwilling to give information when I do see her. Thanks for listening guys/gals. Any advise?
RTQ