It was a rather peaceful weekend, and it was nice to get out of town for a little bit.
I have been able to maintain my “no sex” boundary for a week now, and that’s saying a lot for me. I almost gave in on Sunday when he wanted attention, but this time when he saw I wasn’t really into it, he backed off. He asked what was up, and I told him I was upset about our last couple conversations. He didn’t say anything in reply, but I think it upset him because he seemed to have a restless night after that. Last night, he came to bed with a pair of boxers on, and this was very unusual in that he has slept in the buff for years. I’m not sure how to take that- it could be he’s respecting my need for a little space right now and realizing that our issues really are serious, or it’s a big F- You and guilt-generator. I don’t know how to ask or if I even should, I guess I’ll just let him do his thing.
I have my IC appt. tonight and the MC on Thurs. It should be quite an interesting week; I can’t wait to hear what he has to say at the session. I'll let you know how it goes.
