Wow. Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone! Let's hope it's the moon or the stars or something like that, because that in time will change.

I saw this hostility from H last summer, and again in late Dec... his bday is in Aug and the holidays make him remember he has no family? [so he pushes the one he does have away?!]

He's always been a glass half empty kinda guy, and I've spent the last 20 years trying to make him smile. It's getting harder and harder and I'm tired. So his smile is now his responsibility. And mine is my own.


H 51/W 43
Together 24yrs/Married 19yrs
2 kids- D18 & S16
"I want out" July 2008
"I want out" Dec 2008
"I want you out" Aug 2009
Still in house thru it all