WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Thanks PMA for all that

Perhaps I had her Line of BS beaten into me for such a long time that I have bought into so much of the crap. I still get the urge at times to call her to say I'm sorry for hurting her to the point she did this. But there is no reason to betray the trust and torture me this way while telling me she was trying to be nice.

I want to ask her why but suspect I know her answer will be the same line of BS she had been feeding me. So I don't want to waste my time as well as wonder what good it will do

I will try to wait another week before making any decisions.

I do thank everyone for caring and supporting me