Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Well, that was pointless, bank wouldn't budge. Had no choice but to pull almost every penny remaining out just to "survive" on until next Friday. Even then, no doubt penalties will compound and eat up that paycheck. I figured if I didn't land another job by September I'd be in financial ruin and here I am.

Even worse, I'm into my cousin for money now, so she formed a pack with her neighbor and is holding the title to my truck. I'm not mad, I understand, but I wish she would of just came to me first.

So, now I don't even know how long I'll be able to work my primary job.

Going to tell XW today that she had better get her attorney to submit the automatic withdrawl for child support TODAY other wise she's likely to not get a payment, can't get blood from a turnip. I've been reminding her each and every time we speak that things are getting bad and about to have an effect on the payments.

Ugh, something needs to happen today, it really really does. I got to thinking of all this this morning and I couldn't breathe. God, I thought the emotional turmoil was bad, get over that and now this.