Somedays I feel like I am just moving deck chairs around on the titanic..

Not sure if she does this on purpose or not, but sometimes I find stuff my W has written down and should put away, but hasn't.

She left some notes she was taking on the desk, and they said things like

"H is ready for divorce now, so need to move quickly on it"

Notes about the psychic she is going to reinforcing that she is doing the right thing, and when she starts dating again, she will find her soul mate.

*sigh* I am not angry or too sad about these, just points out that I have an uphill battle for sure, and the road looks bleak..

Oh, and she did some serious mind reading of her own to insinuate that I am 'ready for the divorce.' But, it is what it is..

Not sure what today will bring for me, but again, it's not over until its over.

M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."