I have enquired about the DB coaching, bought a phone card and am going to try and set up a session Friday night. He isn't coming home Friday, he is spending a weekend with the "boys" also just found out he is planning a jet ski weekend away in September with his mates, that hurt.
Will think about the yoga, I think I definitely need to do something like that.
The whole thing feels like a nightmare at the moment and I just want to wake up and everything will be normal, but I know it won't.
Will try to take one day at a time, if I didn't have here to come though I don't know what I would do, I find it such a relief to just let go here as no one minds.
