Can't sleep. Can't stay awake. Yet made a decision. I'm deleting the email. I, openly, have his login and passwords, so I can login and delete it w/out him ever seeing it.
Why, you might ask? Because, in the past, I would email, print letters, give cards, etc... And I'm sure he dreaded them. I am not giving more of the same.
I would really like him to get the message, but that is pushing.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
And, God knows, its not about me, even after 18 months of effort... Its all about him.
Interesting email from Keep Marriage Alive about stonewalling. My H's MO. Yet, article shows path of H stonealling, then W criticizing. I don't do that. So, then what? H stonewalls? W shuts up. All is "fine.". NOT. Stupid f'in email.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
I know that YOU will know what to do for you and your kids. I DB'd my a** off for almost two years, and one day I woke up and was just done.
Everyone has their own time frame -- I just got to the point where I thought: "Why am I trying so hard for someone who just doesn't really want/care/love/need me."
I'm a catch, and you are too. When everyone else in your life sees this but him -- then it's not YOU it's HIM.
At least you don't have all the sludge of OW to wade through -- thank God.
Hope your day is better.
Here for you.
Stace - soon to be DelishDish - what do you think??
Stace - DelishDish - LOL! I wake up to boob hugs and that name!
That is good!
I deleted the email I sent to H.
I'm a zombie. No sleep. Be back in awhile. I have to take S12 to football practice, and just got the crap scared out of me while taking the dog out! (Opened the front door to see a FOX go running by, chasing two squirrels! WTF?)
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
Stace - DelishDish - LOL! I wake up to boob hugs and that name!
Hey,
I've awakened to worse things!
Flying out the door - my classroom is being moved into my new building - must go supervise the buttcracks who are moving it.
And I must make sure there's a phone in my classroom. The Year 2009, man on the moon, cloning -- but a PHONE in the pre-school special needs classroom - apparently, that's too much to ask.
My new boss's boss is a woman, and that woman's boss is a woman. But the superintendent is NOT a woman, and I've worked in his building when he was a principal and he loves me, so that's the direction in which I'm headed.
