ran into technical difficulties on the more part bill. very infuriating after spending ~ :20 or so typing up a mess of stuff to send your way...only to watch it go bye bye in the blink of an eye with one ham handed inadvertent fat and clumsy fingered key stroke.
C'est la vie.
anyway ...i still have not recovered from the tizzy that it put me into ...and i won't chance fate once more to do as I did then and type a lengthy cut and paste of a bunch of stuff that I really could relate to ohhh so well in what you typed.
Suffice it to say that what was going to be contained in the intended post which wound up getting set adrift into the cyber sea as a "message in a bottle" .....As I read through the first three paragraphs of your recapper post I just found myself doing a whole lot of head nodding and very definetely relating to.
And the real thing to note that I set aside to itself for emphasis was in the last sentence of the third paragraph where you noted that it really seems like she is immovable/implaccable in her mindset of being done for good because it is in keeping with the headstrongness or 'once I have crossed over this juncture I don't recross back' -- ed-ness
Let me just tell you that when it comes to that idea of thinking that you can read the tea-leaves and combine it with the type of woman that your W is to ascertain that it pretty well isn't worth it to fight for your M. I would STRONGLY caution you to not travel that path. I absolutely with out question had the same thinking with my darling and for the same reasons. They might SEEM LIKE valid reasons for throwing in the towel. They are not valid reasons for it.
The Lord has put me in my place on this and a whole host of other things. I pray He does the same for you if it be neccesary.
