Thanx 4 ur response. Yes, we have done a lot of damage to each other but like u said, anything is possible(with God). My husband once served the Lord faithfully and I think the fact that he is not anymore is what is destroying him. It's obvious to all who know him that he is not the same person and he is really living a reckless life. He has been thru a painful childhood and I think his problem is that he doesn't know how to forgive. He likes to hold grudges, not knowing that forgiveness is for him, not the person who hurt him.
Anyway, this is definately not what I want for myself or my daughter. I am making sure to keep her out of harm's way. But I can't help but to hold out a hope that he will return to the Lord one day and get the help he once got. When things get this bad, I feel like I wanna forget him forever, but then when things calm down, he acts like my best friend & it's gets my emotions started again...idk what else to do...
"And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose."-Romans 8:28
