WAW wants to get togeather?

[wifeleft2009]

well I cant get past yesterday. I was doing so well through all of this and now i feel like i allowed myself to go back to square one. I saw W today but she was driving the other way with one of the younger kids with her. it made me upset because she should have been at work and I think she blew today off.

I told her I saw her and i kept it cool. she asked when and where I told her then she said oh i missed ya? and i said yeah you were buisy talking and missed the stud in the firebird. she sent a smilie back.


so now I decided to sighn up for the phone coaching today in hopes i can turn this all around and get myself in a better spot. from what i hear this will be worth every penny so I hope i at least feel better when im done


oh forgot i was with her brother today and to my surprise he started right away with his sister and how she thinks she is a kid again, what she is doing is messed up and he was just talking about it flat out. I told him i was happy she finnally was showing interest in her kids and he said yeah but none of the family understands what she is thinking.