Putting Out the Fire with Gasoline...

[blindsided1]

How was everybody's weekend? Hope it was well. Mine was weird, to say the least....

Daughter went to Dad's on Friday. He's been somewhat nice lately...odd.

Friday night, just hanging at the house watching tv. A friend of mine (male) calls and asks what I'm doing. Do I want company...sure.

He comes over..we talk about my sitch his old sitch..well, um....a couple glasses of wine later...we kinda hook up. Not going into detail and I will just say that we didn't "seal the deal". I am just soooo not ready. But, I have to admit, it was really nice to have someone who has known me for a long time and really made me feel nice for a change. So, I was worried it would be weird, since we are friends. But, I saw him today, and we are good so far. I know I am not ready for another relationship and I certainly DO NOT want him to be my rebound. He doesn't deserve that. I care about him too much. But, then Saturday morning, an old boyfriend calls me out of the blue after 15 years and leaves me a message that he wants to see me, has been thinking of me. And, I go to the grocery store last night and some really HOT guy is flirting with me.

Are my pheramones on HIGH?

Feels good, though. Nice boost for the ol' ego.