Just returned from two weeks with the Army. Have not posted in a long time. Posts seem to be getiing further and further apart. I guess that's healthy. As soon as I log in, I can feel the pain, lonliness and betrayal of all of us on this page. The memory of the hurt is evoked each time I see Michelle's face come up on the web site.
I remember back in 2006, logging in to check my responses almost every 10 minutes...living piece of advice to piece of advice. I never forgot some of the people who kept posting to me as my hurt dissapated over the years. Getting a cruel email from STBX would tear my soul apart and make the bottom feel like it was falling out of my stomach. The encouragement and advice and support I got here was beyond belief. SOmetimes it was all I had when I lived by myself, pre-Iraq deployment
I am in a great place. GymWoman and I are really happy, and it's great to be with someone who is neither angry or crazy. It's been 9 months since we started seeing each other, and every day she tells me she'll take care of my heart. I can only wish that all of you find a love again.
