Trying to catch up on your thread -- I just read the section regarding the letter you wrote and gave her on 11/21. Wow --good for you.
People seem to spend so much time stewing and "afraid" -- afraid of putting the truth out there. Afraid of being alone -- holy cow, wake up, when you have no support, no intimacy, no tenderness or compassion, you ARE alone.
Hey, since you're virtually handsome, maybe I could be virtually beautiful??