H called 3 or 4 times on his way to his Dad's. I did get to talk to D5 for quite a while. She said, Mommy, if you let Daddy stay, he said he'd be nice to you. I told her that I didn't want to talk about that. I wanted to talk about her. I changed the subject and we talked about movies and what she was going to do when she got to Papa's house.
When I was on the phone with H, he would tell me how he wanted to change and how he knew that he'd done wrong. Then, when I would tell him that I just couldn't do it any more, he'd tell me what a piece of work I am and how I pushed him away and into the arms of the OW. Then, he'd stop that and start almost begging again. He sent me a text telling me the he knows he's a horrible person, that D5 and I deserve more. Then he said....after Thursday you won't ever have to deal with me again. That's when D5 and I are supposed to go to my parent's house for the weekend. He told me....you'll cash in on 600k for an insurance policy that will have you two set....they'll find my body in a ditch somewhere.
Does it really get this out of control and crazy?
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
