Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

Well I made it here alright. I had a bit of a send off party on Friday night which was really good fun even if it wasn't the best idea right before flying! but I dont regret it, lots of fun.

I got my hair cut and colored and I love the change.

H text me friday night to say he hopes i have a great time. I basically said thanks I will. normally i would get in touch to let H know i got here safely but i havent this time. he knows where i am if he wants to find out.

My sister ended up having her baby the same day i was flying in so everyone was running around trying to figure out how to get us both where we needed to go. my brother picked me up from the airport and then we made the 2 hr drive home but headed straight to the hospital to see them all. It was a boy and they are both doing well. they probably will come home today.

thanks for all the well wishes guys. and i hope H is noticing too but trying not to get my hopes up. hope you all are doing ok out there!