Update:

I guess I thought things were getting better over the last two weeks. I was wrong.

My W told me today that she has seen all the changes I have made, loves me, thinks I am an amazing person. But, she has closed her heart to me. She told me I am her best friend and she wants us to always be friends.

She is filing for divorce this week. She wants to tell the kids tonight.

I am at a loss as to what to do. I know I need to move to LRT. Any help would be appreciated.

Thanks,

Very Lowneil

Me 38 / W 37
M 14 yrs
S 11/S8
First Bomb: 3/6/2009 EA
Second Bomb: 6/4/2009 PA
Same House
Separate Rooms