I'm going to wait a day or two to reply to any emails so I don't look too needy, desperate and pushy. I'm not actually I've come to realise that whilst I do love my H I'm doing great on my own, sometimes it's easier and to be honest more fun.
I would like to develop a friendship though I believe it's important for the kids they all think it's awkward when we meet up and I want to avoid that. But friendship has to be a two way thing.
Also I'm suspicious of why he was friendly to other day, guilt cos he'd shouted down the phone at me, realised that he'd over reacted or trying to soft soap me for the next step? Over analysing I know, but in the past he's been friendly and then dropped something bad in, I'm trying not to be suspicious but the next time we speak I wouldn't be too surprised if he asked for a D. We shall see.
