Yes I am still v. vulnerable right now. I think it actually took this experience to make realise just how vulnerable. Maybe that is a good thing to come out of it.
H& OW go for the scan of thier baby today. OW wants to know if it is a B or G. To 'celebrate' D14 is going to thier house for tea tonight (despite it being my week) to find out if she is getting a baby brother or sister. It all feels v. macabre.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
