OK, so H sneaks off and goes to look at an old pontoon. He knows I'd always thought it would be fun to have an older pontoon, paint it fun colors, cover the seats, put on white x-mas lights, and one of those light up palm trees... a WINE REFRIGERATOR, etc... Mom Party Boat! Our wakeboard boat is too expensive for me to take out and get back on the lift without denting or something.
So, he's usually pretty nice. We have a really good time. All is well.
Things are a changin' though. My emotions and mental well being are now being sacrificed here. Once I get this weight off. I have a goal of October 15. I will have confidence. I am working on what I need to do now.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
