Soccer tournament this am. Went to eat w/the founder of the SC, his wife and boys, and another family (GAG) from our team. The other family that came w/has this MOTHER that is so awful. Not only is she a b*tch, but she jogs through my neighborhood in a sports bra. Seriously. You're almost 50. Cover up! And, she's in decent shape, but she's a big girl. MAKEUP spatula'd on her face, STUPID outfits w/super short skirts. NOT a good look, even for a b*tch! (CAN YA TELL I LOVE HER?) AND, no offense to the kid, but he STINKS! I digress...
So, as we're leaving the last game this am, my H brings up a memory of one of our first dates. It was a funny memory, but endearing, and I think it was one of those moments that made him appreciate me. (He thought I was SO smart! LOL I'm really an airhead!)
So, the memory hits me bad. We get in the car, and (the H and boys are incredibly animated) I put on my sunglasses (new Prada's - DEEP DISCOUNT - they're HOT!) and try to cover up the sadness. We start driving down the road, and I'm quiet, but not over the top... am answering questions, etc... but not my normal, usual chatty, UPBEAT self. I'm trying to push this to the back of my mind, and pull it together, but H started looking at me questioningly, which I can see out of the corner of my eye. The longer I'm a bit quiet, the more H is trying to talk to me. Pretty soon I get it pulled together, and I don't think he saw the tears, but am sure he saw a tinge of sadness.
He decides to stop at an outlet mall (he NEVER shops... knows I love to, and haven't in a LONG time), and we all spend a couple of hours shopping, goofing off a bit, etc...
After we go on the boat this evening (the dog even had to go!), H goes and secretly looks at a pontoon, because he knows I think it would be awesome to have an o
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
