I just talked to H, he is flying in for sure. Ugh I just wish that I could read his mind. I dont understand why hes making this visit.

I just found out a couple, mutual friends, are pregnant now. Which is great news, they have been trying for a long time, and will be great parents, they have a wonderful M, and I am so happy for them. But as happy as I am for them, Im sad for me. Im at an age where I should be doing this, almost all of my friends have kids. I can only think of one that doesnt, but at least she has a stable relationship!

Throwing a little pity party over here I guess.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...