gosh now it just went the other way! so we were talking fine and she wanted to make it clear that she if we go camping and canoeing that we can't plan it now.??? I need to e-mail her the plans "I have " and if it fits her she will go too.
anyway we were talking about a friend who is getting married and she says to me how she wont get M again does not ever want to be M.... ok??? just out of the blue she says this. ok so im thinking this is differant from what she has said befor whats the change?? she goes on to say how there are things she liked but being M is just not for her she likes being single and dating.
well I let this bother me and i texted her later and said I thought it would be best if i went with out her. then i got a call from a friend who told me she was at the bars getting drunk the other day which pissed me off cuz she still never payes for the kids stuff at ALL
so I called her to nicely say if she can go out please pay for the kids stuff. she said ok then a second later got pissy said she does not have to answer to me and we started fighting.
im so pissed because how can I take care of myself if she wont leave me alone??? how can i heal and move on? she finds ways to come crying back just so i comfort her and she pulls my strings. it BS and im so sick of it!!!
I sent her another text telling her I valued the M and since she has no interest in it. she needs to give me months to myself. and that i tried it befor and she had to talk to me.
