I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

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Thanks Stacey!!

What a weekend! Had loads of fun and for the first time, truly felt like my happy old self again!! No anxiety, no thoughts of X, no sudden waves of sadness. Just feeling all around good and happy!!

Is this me detached? cause it feels feckin great!

So lets see, what happened over the weekend..
Well to start off with, my meeting with immigration didn't go down too well. They told me what my options were BUT I cannot do ANYTHING at all, without his Alien Reg. number which, I do not have since again, he has absolutely everything and there's no way at all he would give me his number. So at this point, I will let it go and forget about it, and if he manages to stay here, good for him, if not, good for him too. Right now, I'm ridding myself of the whole thing. He can do whatever he wants, I know what I was like in the relationship, I know whatever he says is not true and that is his problem. I'm leaving this M with dignity and grace.

After the meeting, I went to drop off the deposit for my apt etc and the place is just sooooo BEAUTIFUL!! I cannot wait to move in! I'm so excited to start packing and then decorating my new room! It's going to be excellent!

Yesterday, I went out with a bunch of friends to a festival and met up with an old friend that I haven't seen in seriously, over 5 years. It was great to see him, he was a neglected friend and I'm such an idiot for doing that. I stopped hanging out with him when I first met X and he got angry that I was doing that and stopped talking to me and we've patched things up now which is good, I'm very glad.

After that, we went to see a friend's new apartment and hung out there the entire night just talking and laughing. Great fun. Good company.

Right now, I'm supposed to be at a Baby Shower for my cousin but I'm not feeling too well (tummy hurts). I'm really not in the mood to talk to a million family members about my impending D either. And knowing them, they will hassle me and hassle me and I don't want to deal with that right now. They don't do anything but gossip anyway. I'm trying to stay away from all that negativity right now, I'm not strong enough yet to handle it in a positive way. Currently surrounding myself with happy, positive, fun people and its making a huge difference in how I feel!

Its feels nearly 100 degrees today and its supposed to get hotter or the next few days. Crazy! Anyway, hope everyone's having a great weekend!!