I'm so sorry, Kelly. I have discovered that, for me, sitting in the house and wallowing is okay for awhile, then it wears on my nerves and I have to get out and do something. Gets me out of my head and the rut I've worn there. Don't know about where you live, but this afternoon is beautiful (altho a bit hot) here, and it would be a great day to take a walk in the woods or something. Nature always makes me feel better.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012