I am really dreading having to see her tomorrow nite when she picks up the kids

I know I need to be strong but I am so disgusted by her right now. The cruel way she has been treating me the past 7 months is criminal

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13