"this point on I will be a poster child for what to do."

Please do not label yourself the poster child. If you did you would have detached already. Just do what you want to do. I pray it works out for you.

good luck.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER