WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

It was a great day with the boys. Fantastic day of baseball in the morning. Then we went to my buddy's house for a bbq who has 3 kids that my boys love to play with.

The messed up part of tonite was that my WAW called us about an hour past the boys bedtime. I didn't answer it and just gave it to the boys. She said goodnite to them and asked how it was going and just chatting in general.

I really don't understand why she called about an hour past their bedtime. But I didn't even try to talk to her. She had never called the boys two nites in a row. I'm sure she's worried that I can prove she never calls the boys when I have them.

I think she's getting worried about how she appears. Don't know, but all I know is that I will do everything I can do be the best father and person I can be. It still hurts and it's hard to believe in myself. I know I need to for me, for my boys....