Yes there are positive signs there and the scenery on our ride was lovely, I find the ocean very soothing to the soul.
Mac we usually talk quickly at sets of lights or when stopped to just take in the view.
Problem now is that he has gone all strange with me again, I just don't get, one minute, reaching out to me, the next shut you down again.
He still hasn't answered if I am to find a house for all of us or just D and I. I don't think he really wants to leave me, but for some reason his mind and heart are at odds with each other.
Do I keep on going, making sure I look good all the time, smell good, GALing and all the rest and ignore the reversal of mood.
I just so want to say something but know that I shouldn't.
He has gone out now, I am too going to have coffee with friends then might take myself out for the day. Feel so let down after the past couple of days of positiveness from H, feel like my heart has been ripped out again.
