Decided that I will talk about what happened the last couple of weekends. In a nutshell I met someone. Totally unexpected and it was instant attraction. Trouble was he decided to tell me on second meeting (and first official date) that he wants kids. He's 41 and doesn't have any at the moment. At first I thought I could handle that as all I really want right now is a bit of fun. However when I explored further with him what that might mean from his POV he was honest and said that it would probably mean that he would take other women out to see if there was any longevity there. Despite it being only second time he had met me he knew there was no longevity in it. This opened up too many wounds for me. Essentially b/c H had so many As before he finally left this is what he did to me and I can't handle that again. So it ended as quick as it started and now I'm v.v. down. It was good to feel attractive again. I will recover but am a little delicate right now.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
