(((HUGS))) to you, Kalni. You are such a classy lady and you have been so kind to me.
I understand the need to strike out. And if anyone deserves that right, it is you. Plus, I think that striking out, done correctly, could be very cathartic.
I could have really humiliated my ex, and wanted to, because he trashed me to anyone who would listen. Why do they do that? Even my hairdresser is still stunned at the vitriol that he exhibited. I think there was no one he didn't tear me down to.
But I figured it would just be small of me to trash him back. But it just really hurts so much that anyone would listen to just his side of it too.
It looks like your worm is going through some stages of grief too. GOOD! Hope he gets to the "bargaining with God" part soon. Your worm's crying and contortions? God help me, I do love it so. I'm only human.