On the verge of a meltdown.

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Well it was short lived.
I have some issues involved with the home.During all these sudden outbursts of random kindness.I haven't noticed a statement from the Mortgage Company.The W changed the mailing addy so they go to her P.O Box.not a big to do except she hasn't paid it.and I don't think she will.Until her grand illusion transpires and I move out(ha).I spoke with the Mort. Co. and gave them my sitch.I also applied for a refi under a new Gov.program to try and lower the payments since I am in a A.R.M.but I have a snowball in Arizona chance.and even if every thing else pans out I still have to come up with some coin.There is no way I can go back to my previous profession (Mechanic).and the job market really s@cks right now.the only dim light I have is taking a loan on my pending lawsuit.but I will get killed on interest.but I may have too.And My oldest S20 is moving back in since his GF is going to college and her parents gave him the boot.(long overdue) that is another story.any way chin up, chest out.Carry on.!

God Bless