i didnt know I would get just a quick response, but thank you I have grown into a better person since walking with the Lord....i have forgiven everyone who took a part in this But I forgave myself and that is when things started changing ...he's not home yet but I know what I know My life is so different now.....I no longer depend on my husband for anything but I depend on someone who has the power to give me whatever I ask for....and I mean everything, come to the conclusion about my marriage situation there must still be things that God want me to teach me and know. I heard a pastor last night by the name of Charles Stanley very well known he said this......when you get on your knees to pray there is power in that prayer, because it shows respect and honor to our heavenly father and it is so true be blessed in jesus name