I have been reading most of the posts in here, and noticed only one person mention this name.....God....I have been here over 2 yrs. and let me tell you in those 2 yrs I came from a bitter,unforgiving,put the blame all on the o/w,crying while I posted in here,hopelessness,depression,low self esteem, and the list could go on and on. All I can tell you as one poster told you and that was let God take control of this. When I accepted the fact that no matter what I did my husband was not going to come back,the man he has become right now I dont like very much,selfish,uncaring (at least for his real family that love him unconditionally)a liar,when he speaks now it is like a child, they say they go back in time and I beleive that does happen, he makes me feel like I was with my mom when ever I was caught doing something wrong,I always felt I had to explain whatever it was that I was doing wrong,
he doesnt like this all the time only to me with his daughter it is like he her buddy or something not her dad my daughter says their conv are not much bout nothing mostly about him what he's done, where he has been never mentions the o/w though
I know this MLC is real they have been taken captive by the enemy and it is our jobs to get on our knees and pray. I dont want to preach to anyone I just want to share THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN MAKE IT OUT OF THIS IN ONE PIECE is take it to the Lord...IT WORKS .I pray I did not offend anyone but this is an open forum and I am posting what I have learned while on this journey...Be blessed in Jesus name... some of you know the song where it says different strokes for different folks and that is a true statement but i would give praying at least a try and be consistent with it some of us want things to change over nite but he wants our full attention get on your knees and pray pray pray .it will make you stronger and better and life will get better...
