H gone out all night. Didn`t say where he was going just slipped out when I was doing taxi for DS.

Not home this am.

And you know, it doesn`t bother me. I`d peace last night. Relief that he was gone. Would have enjoyed it more if I knew he wasn`t coming back.

But you know where that thought could lead us...

I won`t confront him about it, won`t lie to the kids about it either. It is what it is.