well today sorta went ok she almost kissed me out of "habit" she said which its been months so idk about any habit! she said it would have been bad I said bad? she said yeah the kids are here watching and i said oh ok? she then said well i do care about you... its ok we held both hands and the same time looking at eachother and got a few hugs and she was rubbing my back during one. IDK what she is fighting but its something in her head... we would have done that more but son was crying so bad that she was getting him and unlocking the van door he was sorta pissing her off
