trying hard to figure things out

[twistfigure]

I feel so stupid. I can't stop contacting him. I wish I could. It's just so hard to work in the same building as him and see his car everyday. I guess if things had been drawn out like in most people's case I would be more okay with things but to be completely blindsided and detached in one day. This isn't the same man I married. I know people change but it's like he became a totally different person overnight.