Trusting, Stay the course. Of course it's driving him nuts...he's lost control once again. He knows he's screwed up royally and now he can't manipulate and/or control you. Poor little fool.
Take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.