Thank you Orich...I truly appreciate your kind words
SD...
It took me about 2 hours to make this list and once I started, it just flowed... I then took most of the day off to just hang with myself... Went to the mall and bookstore and then found myself in tears at another store... Just walking along looking at stuff and I could feel the burn begin... I wasn't even really thinking of anything in particular... It was like something was set loose inside so I left the store and sat in my car... It wasn't a sobbing, snotty, out of breath cry... Just tears... Healing tears I think because when all was said and done, I felt better then I have in awhile... I didn't think of anything at that point in time, I just let them fall, then I thought of the list... I printed it out and it is in my wallet and I thank you for making me try once again... You are truly a wonderful inspiration to all you encounter
Mini Journal - Went to the gas station last night, was walking back to my car (using my brother's car til I can get one) and I was hit on by a man... I haven't been hit on in forever... He chatted me up and then let me know he was single and I in turn let him know I was married... (He was very respectful but more so when I said I was married... Got in my car and drove off... Then noticed I had a smile on my face... It was a great ego boost for me and made me think of hubby and how he used to say nice things... But this time I didn't get sad when I thought of hubby, I was ok... I saw him today... His tag expires at the end of the month and I had the renewal and instead of wanting me to send it to him in the mail, he met me at the DMV office (and had the same actions as the last few times I have seen him)... Baby steps
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
