You have every right to feel that way! It's really difficult to act as if, grieve, deal with the pain when the kids are around all the time. Are you on vacation with friends or is it just you and the kids? Eventhough in many ways it's a blessing to have the kids around to keep your mind occupied, I hope you are getting some time to yourself to be able to process all that's happened.
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"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
