Like Michelle said, he's weak and cowardly. He was loving the excitement of it while keeping his comfort zone with you.

In the end of this, he is the one who has lost everything.

He lost you.
He lost respect.
He lost time with his children.
He lost the ability to protect his children from the ills of the world because he created it in their lives.

What have you really lost Maria? You already have been grieving your dreams for the future of your family. You are strong now because of that grieving. You can create a whole new future and know that it will be whatever you choose to make of it, not what someone else forces you into. I know that doesn't sound right but my brain is a little mushy right now and it's not putting thoughts together very well.

I think you know what I mean by that though.

This time is all about you and those beautiful children.

Hug them tight!!! You will be each other's greatest comfort now.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!