K4D Rising #4

[The Wifey]

I am supposed to go school clothes shopping with W on Sunday.

Life is what you make of it.

Kevin

Kevin, it is what you make it. What are you making? How many c's have you called? Come on, buddy, the AA meetings are a wonderful step (are you still going?) but the C is next.

[K4D]

I am making an appointment for next week for me to go talk to the C by myself to get it rolling. And I didn't mean I would do it to look good in front of the judge. I meant that with me doing it and W not it probably does look better to a judge. But that is not the reason I am doing it. I am doing it to help my girls.

Kevin

[K4D]

Hi Wifey,

Yes I am still going to the AA meetings. I sure hope I get this job with insurance to help cover the cost of this C. But if I don't they still need it.

Kevin

[LR1]

Kev,

How are you doing? Haven't heard from you in a while.

LR1

[K4D]

Doing good.

Today W called me and told me she got her vehicle. She was very excited about it. She emailed me pictures of it and we had a good conversation about that and the kids and other things. Good phone call and good emails.

She even suggested if we get out of church early enough tomorrow that she might be interested in going to lunch with us before we go school clothes shopping. She also said she wanted to tell me about the Dallas Cowboys discount party stand thing they have going since she thought I would be interested in that. I told her ya, that is what me and my dad are going to do this coming Friday. She said her and her friends might go do that sometime soon also. We talked about me and D7 doing our barbq and she said she hopes we enjoy that.

This tells me one thing. She still thinks about me. I didn't think she did. But she does. She still tries to think about things she knows I would enjoy and tell me about them.

I kept positive the entire time in both conversations. I told her I was proud of her for taking care of herself with the vehicle and getting a good deal.

I have subscribed to the "Zip your lips" from rejoice ministries. All in all it went really well considering how bad last weekend went with my screwing up and all.

D7 and I are going to barbq today. We went for a bit of a nature hike this morning and are going to go swimming later on together. I am going to pick up D11 tonight when she gets back in town.

Praise God. He is working on things as long as I work on things. I think I did well in both of my conversations with her. I didn't stick my foot in my mouth at all. And tomorrow I will have another opportunity to shine. True that she is still talking about trips with just her and the girls and my dog. But that is ok. Baby steps. I'm looking into things also for me and the girls. The good thing is that she hasn't let last weekend make her completely pull away from talking to me. What a blessing.

Kevin

[K4D]

I don't want any more negativity on my thread from me or anyone else. Positive stuff only. Constructive criticism is good. But no negativity. Positive reinforcement. PMA. I think to often I come here feeling good about some things and then just get brought down in feeling like I can't do anything right. If I am going to get 2x4'd, make it constructive. No attacks.

If yall don't mind. Thanks.

Kevin

[K4D]

Also,

I have the next 4 days of AA meetings lined up. So that is good.

Kevin

[K4D]

W also said she is praying I get this job also. I have to be a very strong candidate to get it since I am based in Dallas and my boss would be based in Charlotte. I'm going to do my best.

Kevin

[Tomato]

Kevin

the earlier talk in one of your posts has me deeply concerned. I was planning on coming down there to Dallas for a visit with you guys in a couple weeks. That is now severely in jeopardy.

You are a Cowboys fan ...are ya??

This sickens me. Come to your senses already dude? There still is hope for you yet. When I come down there I will be in EAGLES GREEN!!!!

T

[Tomato]

please tell me it is not so!!