You are braver than I am. I am not at the place yet where I can ask H where he's been. I know the Alien would jump on me big time!
It sounds like you and the kids are doing good. Having them around must be a big help in taking your mind off H once in a while. I have my dogs!
I'm at that fed up place myself. It's like who do they think they are, don't they realize what they already have. I think a too bad their loss attitude is setting in with us. I don't want it to though. I've been standing too long to get a hottie attitude now!
Watching the Inspirational channel, and listening to the Christian radio station helps me to refocus.