I am in. I am in. I have started to do the work. And I do like what I see. I see that her feelings in general have been muted for a long time. Mine in turn became muted in general as well. You end up sorted of mirroring your Wife's mood or demeanor over time. Not trying to sound sappy, but it has made me more emotional of a person vs. the stoic guy I could sometimes seem like. I do see many of the areas that were not good. I just wish I could have seen/heard her crying out like she did in that letter. The truth is she kept much of it inside. It is rare that I seen her cry due to her tough exterior. Growing up in the household she did, I can understand. I knew she was hurting about her past, just never knew to this degree. I can't abandon her at this point, know what she is truly going through.
Thanks.
Remarried 6 mo S 12 S 13 S 16 SD 12 SD 16 SD 17 SS 19
