Woo Hoo! I made it through the first week of school!
Last year at this time, right before the first day of school, H told me he was filing for D.
I was devastated, didn't know this stranger he had become, and missed the first two weeks of school. I'm so grateful they didn't let me go.

Journaling...

H has continued to come home right after work all this week. We eat dinner,( H still doesn't eat with me, continues to eat in den/office, myself in livingroom ) and he washes the dishes.

Two nights ago, after I went to bed, I heard H talking on the phone. He was talking somewhat sternly, and the only thing I could make out what he said was " I know you don't!"
I have no clue who he was talking to, but if he was talking to skank, this would be something new. It was only texts before, and his cell would be on vibrate.

So, last night... He was sitting in den/office, and his cell must have gone off every five minutes for at least two hours. I don't know what was going on. Every time it would go off, I would turn the TV up. I finally had enough, and busied myself with other things.

H also continues with his new morning routine. He used to leave the house by 6:30, having to be at work by 8:00. Now he leaves after me, and this morning ( I don't work on friday ) he left at 7:30.
I was sitting on my bed reading some scriptures out of the Bible, when he walked right by my bedroom and left. No good bye, have a nice day. He didn't even bring the newspaper in the house like he did before this all started.
I guess this is the rule in the MLC handbook for the morning departure. lol

I have made it a point to be gone every weekend. I don't like being here while he does his thing. Coming and going all weekend long, and me at home fretting over if he is with the skank or not. When I left last weekend, I was thinking how sad this all was. Another weekend leaving town because H has become a stranger.
I am trying to decided if I am strong enough to stay home this weekend. I would love to be home. I much rather be home with H who has come to his senses.
Any advice for me would be appreciated.
Should I stay or should I go?
If I stay, I need to be strong.
Am I ready for that.

MJ