FG, I actually completed a "man job" I have been waiting forever for H to do last night. It feels great and looks great.
I made the mistake last night of making a comment instead of keeping my stupid mouth shut and boy did that blow up in my face! Holy Overreaction, Bat Man! I got the anger, the intense defensiveness, and even pouting. Of course I didn't just walk away but had to get a couple more jabs in. He was still mad this morning. But I do really think while my comment was unnecessary it wasn't the whole cause of the strong reaction.
And lonely I am. I miss the man I used to share with, confide in, and bounce ideas off of. I do more than I had for awhile since he seems more open but still not to the extent it is anywhere near normal.