Thanks Burt. I feel like this is her divorce not mine. I am trying to not let it affect me and when I see her let her think it has no effect on me. I do see through her lawyers and somewhat from her she is trying to push the buttons. I am just letting things go. Everyone keeps telling me that we have way too much history there and she does still have feelings for me. I can tell also by the way that she is still angry about things that there are feelings there. I think if she was detached she would show almost no emotion. As far as the roller coaster goes I don't think it has had as much of an impact on me that it used to. I think it is because I have moved on from her more and more. This worries me sometimes but I know it can be built back up again. RTQ
Me 34 WAW 34 S 3 D 1 Marr. 7 Tog. 8 Bomb 04/11/2009 Left 04/13/2009