Hmm. I have been thinking about why I was so ticked at her actions, and think I had been letting myself slip back toward attachment.

Need to double up on detachment efforts, stop watching what she is doing, and stop reacting again.

Just need some reinforcement to myself, I think I am doing better at this, in fact it was not long before I was fine and happy again last night, even had to go back downstairs to grab something, and was positive in my interaction with her again, and really did wish her a good night after..

Now, plans for myself and d8 for this weekend. Although, W made plans for dinner on Sunday at our house with a few of her friends, and I am supposed to be there for that...


M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."