So now I am almost 40 and I want so much to grow up. I went from a controlling father to a controlling husband never being on my own. This is what I am struggling with. I feel stupid, I have no self confidence in my self. I am a 40 year old idiot in the 21 century that cannot do anything for herself because I was never allowed or able too. I may seem like I have all the confidence in the world on the outside but deep down inside I am still a 12 year old looking for her father's acceptance.
I'm not sure about anyone else, but this screams MLC to me...
To me, this is a very good look into the mind of MLC. The struggles, the pain.....It can't be pretty for them...
This ONE paragraph explains her pain to the best of her ability D1...
The rest of the letter is simply projection, and trying to get someone to justify her stance at the moment....
The projection is her trying to blame her issues onto you...It is YOUR fault that she is miserable, cause it can't be hers...
You took her by the hair and dragged her to the church, didn't you....
Couldn't have been HER choice...
Other than this one paragraph, what I read here is Blah,Blah,Blah.....BullChit.....
Read D1....Understand this path...
BUT.....You have to validate that pain for her...
YOU have to feel some of it too, in order for you to understand what she is really dealing with....
Best thing for you is to take care of you.
Take care of your kiddies...
And get the hell out of her way.....
Don't ask for anything you don't really want...
As my good friend Jimbo says.." Once you ring that bell, it can't be un-rung"
One thing that I have learned in this....
The line " I can't lie to you anymore " ACTUALLY means.....
I'm going to do nothing BUT lie to you anymore.....
Please take care of you and your kiddies...Watch your finances....
