I will do that, go to breakfast and act as if, I will do the same for dinner tonight, if he chooses to join in that is his choice but he will not bring my mood down.
I have always been the contrast to my H as well, open, honest, upfront no secrets, he the exact opposite.
Feeling a bit better today, not down like yesterday. Have picked up the packing boxes, had my hair done and it looks hot if I do say so myself, going to do a bit of housework now and then have coffee with some girlfriends.
am going to start being thankful for what is good in my life at the moment, not much, but I will be thankful for it just the same.